I won't list the date as I usually do. So today, this entry/blog is gonna be long because I have lots to explain. Today, I figured Algernon died. I cried. I miss him. I know I need to get over him but still i cant get over him. I went to his cemetery and placed a flower there. As I was at Algernons cemetery, I cried and thought all the memorys i had with him. The first time I raced him, the first time I beat him and the moment he was getting dumb so I had to feed him.
So, this is going to be my last blog. So I had to tell you guys. I'm the Charlie Gordon at the beginning of the blog with the IQ of 60 and dumb. I was upset for a while but I just decided to be my self. If I keep thinking about him, i'm gonna be depressed all the time and wouldn't be able to live my life through. So i decided to forget about Algernon.
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Depressed.
June 21st- I don't remember anything. I don't know who I am and where I am. I try to remember what I learned with Mrs. Kinnian but I really couldn't remember anything I learned. I keep trying to use my typer but i can feel my self getting slower and slower typing now. I felt my self getting dumb. I use to be able to read German but I realized I can't now. I tested myself on other languages. I couldn't read anything. I noticed I am getting dumber now.
June 30th- I decided to write again. I can't read hard books that I use to read when I was smart. I told my self that i need to write this progress report everyday to see if im getting dumb or not. But writing is getting real hard and hard as I go. Dr. Staruss comes everyday but i refuse to talk to him now because I don't want to show him I'm getting dumb.
June 30th- I decided to write again. I can't read hard books that I use to read when I was smart. I told my self that i need to write this progress report everyday to see if im getting dumb or not. But writing is getting real hard and hard as I go. Dr. Staruss comes everyday but i refuse to talk to him now because I don't want to show him I'm getting dumb.
Algernon changing
May 25th- I have been feeding Algernon who doesn't solve the maze now cause he's getting dumb again. The doctors told me not to come to the lab anymore. I knew what they are thinking about I didn't want to accept it. Doctors were pretending theres nothing different about Algernon but i could clearly see that he changed.
June 15th- Dr. Strauss came to see me again but i didnt open the door. I wanted to stay alone so i told him to go away. I just didnt want to see him. Theres really nothing to say in this journal today.
June 15th- Dr. Strauss came to see me again but i didnt open the door. I wanted to stay alone so i told him to go away. I just didnt want to see him. Theres really nothing to say in this journal today.
Didn't write for a while.
April 28th- I noticed i fell in love with Mrs. Kinnian. She is so beautiful. We had dinner and had a long conversation. When i was talking to her after dinner, I felt my self. I am in love with her. Let me describe Mrs Kinnian a little. She has brown eyes, and brown hair that comes down to her shoulder. Its beautiful. I love her because shes a genius and shes beautiful. I fell in love with her. April 30th- I finished/quit my job at Donnegan's Plastic Box Company. I really didn't feel comfortable working there with Joe and Frank cause I know they were laughing at me the whole time.
May 5th- Dr. Staruss was mad at me cause i wasn't writing any progress report. It was because now the lab is paying me money for the job im doing. I needed to write everything so I complained about it and he suggested me to type my progress report. After i learned how to type, its more easier to type my progress report!
All the stuff i learned this week!
April 13~15th- Mrs. Kinnian teached me lots lots of stuff this past 3 days. I read Robisons book, and other stuff I needed to know. When I finished Robison book, i was so upset cause i wanted to know happened after. But Mrs Kinnian said thats the end of the story. She even teached me how to punctuate stuff like comma(,), Period(.) and others which it was so cool!
April 21st- I didn't go back to the factory yet. I told my landlady to call Mr. Donnegan to tell him i'm sick. I finally figured out why people laughed at me. It wasn't because they liked me. It was because I was dumb! When I figured that i was so upset to Joe and Frank first cause I just knew they were laughing at me cause im dumb. Anyways, i feel and i know im getting smarter and smarter everyday!
April 21st- I didn't go back to the factory yet. I told my landlady to call Mr. Donnegan to tell him i'm sick. I finally figured out why people laughed at me. It wasn't because they liked me. It was because I was dumb! When I figured that i was so upset to Joe and Frank first cause I just knew they were laughing at me cause im dumb. Anyways, i feel and i know im getting smarter and smarter everyday!
Beating Algernon!
April 3rd- Today, Dr. Staruss told me to turn on the TV when I sleep. He said Charlie if you have the TV on while you sleep, you'll learn while you are sleeping. But I thought how can you learn while you are sleeping. So I asked him what good is it to learn in your sleep and he told me. But I exactly dont remember what he said, so i'll skip that part. That day, my bestfriends, Joe Carp and Frank Reily invited me to go to Muggys saloons for some drink. I don't like drinking but i had lots of fun that day.
April 6th- I actually beat Algernon! I didn't know I beat him before Burt told me! I was so excited! But the second time i lost because i was so excited at the last moment i fell off my chair. But after that one lost, i beat him 8 more times, which was pretty exciting. I feel myself getting smarter and smarter as i go on. I felt bad for him cause he couldn't eat cause i beat him so i asked the person if i could feed him and they said no cause Algernon is special from the same operation as me.
<-- this is me when I beat Algernon.
April 6th- I actually beat Algernon! I didn't know I beat him before Burt told me! I was so excited! But the second time i lost because i was so excited at the last moment i fell off my chair. But after that one lost, i beat him 8 more times, which was pretty exciting. I feel myself getting smarter and smarter as i go on. I felt bad for him cause he couldn't eat cause i beat him so i asked the person if i could feed him and they said no cause Algernon is special from the same operation as me.
About my Bestfriends and others
March 23rd- Did I ever tell you guys I work at the Plastic Factory with my best friends?! Today i am going back to the factory and i am super excited to see my best friends again. They are my best friends ever! They are so funny, they love to joke around with me and they make me laugh a lot! Their names are Joe and Frank. They work with me at the Plastic Factory. They laugh when they're with me. It makes me feel better too! And other workers at my factory smile and laugh at me what ever I do so I think i'm pretty funny.
March 28th- Dr. Straus came to my room tonight. I told him that I don't like racing Algernon. He said I don't need to race Algernon for a while but I still need to come in and see Dr Straus. Did I tell you guys I don't attend Mrs. Kinnians class anymore? So I asked Dr. Straus about if i can attend her class again because I really wanted to. But Dr. Straus said I don't need to attend her class anymore and I'm not going to go there anymore. I was kind of mad at Mrs Kinnian because she didn't visit me after my operation. But I still like her.
March 28th- Dr. Straus came to my room tonight. I told him that I don't like racing Algernon. He said I don't need to race Algernon for a while but I still need to come in and see Dr Straus. Did I tell you guys I don't attend Mrs. Kinnians class anymore? So I asked Dr. Straus about if i can attend her class again because I really wanted to. But Dr. Straus said I don't need to attend her class anymore and I'm not going to go there anymore. I was kind of mad at Mrs Kinnian because she didn't visit me after my operation. But I still like her.
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